1:01 AM | Some lyrics that fit all of this just perfectly

Niet van mij

I still press your letters to my lips
and cherish them with parts of me that savor every kiss
I couldn't face a life without your light,
but all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight

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I only wish you weren't my friend
Then I could hurt you in the end
I never claimed to be a saint
Ooh, my own was banished long ago
It took the death of hope to let you go

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And I won't listen to your shame
You ran away, you're all the same
Angels lie to keep control
Ooh, my love punished long ago
If you still care don't ever let me know
If you still care don't ever let me know

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